wedding aarrggghh

am in the middle of wedding planning at the moment and not loving it. I am actually optimistic that the big day will be great; it's the 80-odd days leading up to it that i expect to suck. everyone has opinions. most of them are incompatible. so much pressure pushing towards a generic wedding. M has started reading wedding magazines. feeling totally suffocated. deep breath.

you hear about the guys who remain totally uninvolved and just turn up on the day. i'd love to be one of those people, but unfortunately i'm not.

Nevertheless remain very excited about the mid-year trip to Israel and Europe.....